Tuesday, July 24, 2012

2012 07 24 12 Hours +

That was how long it has been since my last dose.  At some point yesterday evening, I took on e and a half.

I was doing pretty well with the wd until I had to interact with people.

Oh, and everything was hurting again.  I. Welsh in Trainspotting described junk sickness like a gently flowing see of painful object.  (I think-need to check it) and that it how it feels.

Oh, and Burroughs at one point talked about spntaneous orgasms, that would have been a problem at church this as.  But I have been randy as a three  balled dog.  There have been no leg humping incidents yet.

I decided that it was stupid to go any further when the pain level got so high and every sound, motion, etc. was like a trumpet blare, flashbulb burst in my brain, so I went into the kitchen and started to take one; then split it in two and popped half in my mouth, giving it a couple of quick chews to get it into my system.

Let's see how it goes.

I am starting to think that I am never going to get rid of this, maybe i don't want to be without it.  Not like I ever feel high, but I do feel a certain calmness.  I know I am not being original when i say that I used to have so many problems, now I only have one.


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